12th day of her departure

finally, the last day before her returns..
can't wait for tomorrow..
what a long trip it is..

10th day of her departure

today is a lazy day..
spent most of my time by sleeping and playing poker game..
feels great..
but I've got so little time for her..
and I don't feel like anything is missing..
maybe today is not her day..
or maybe I'm already getting used of the days without her?

9th day of her departure

Happy Christmas!!
another tiring day today is..
rounding all around Batam all day..
her mom stealing her from me..
make this post while waiting for her..
said that only a few moment and it never ends..
yes, family always comes first..
miss u..
3 days to go..

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO! LOVE U TOO! FOREVER TOO!

love u too..
miss u too.. =D

8th day of her departure

24th December, Christmas eve..
nothing special, just like usual..
no one is celebrating it with me..
anyway, Merry Christmas all..
God bless u all..

7th day of her departure

feel so far away from her today..
just had a bowl of noodles..
I am all alone at home tonight..
what a tiring day..
miss her even and even much..
would have stopping her from going so long if I knew it'll become like this..
gotta continue with my harry potter's movie now..
mischief managed!

6th day of her departure

yihaa..
so happy..
just managed to format my flashdrive given from her..
have to be careful with that "sensitive" thing from now on..
today I've got only one class in campus, so I can post this happy news as I have so much time before getting ready for the study..
haven't received any news from her until now..
hope she's all right..
and don't forget the last one, Happy Mother's Day.. =)

5th day of her departure

back from campus, had a bowl of tangyuan, and call her immediately..
miss her so much..
very tired today..
got to sleep now..
night world..

4th day of her departure

20th December 2010..
great thing happened 10 months ago on this day.. happy 10 months anniversary dear..
today she's doing her training all day there..
it must be a tough day for her..
my poor baby..
it's only 4 days since she left me here.. it feels like 4 weeks..
miss u so fucking much darling..

3rd of her departure

we are having a webcam plus telephone call now..
she's still as interesting as always..
looks like she's having a happy moment there and she's got a lot of friends there..
feel glad she's alright..
miss u so much.. come back soon baby..

2nd day of her departure

it's Saturday night..
and we are separated from each other..
today we don't interact much..
she was having her 1st day of never ending training there..
bet she must has a very tiring day there, alone..
can't do much, it's something that will happen sooner or later..
so I have to try to get used of it..
now I realize how difficult is the days without u..
miss u so much dear, your lovely hugs, your everything..

1st day of her departure

just like usual..
we message each other and keep connected like we does everyday..
nothing changed..
gave her a call just now, everything went smoothly..
hope her enjoying her trip there at Jakarta..
take care darling..

20102010..
forget this damn day.....
hoamz..

Day after day..
Night after night..
It get worsen and worsen as each day passed..
Today is worse than yesterday, will tomorrow be worse than today?
Maybe the worst thing is going to happen next day?
And it will be happening on us, me and u..
Hope these bad days can last no longer..
I really don't have the courage to face it..
Maybe this is just a test from God? or maybe from her?
If it is how long can this test last?
Hope today will the last exam I'm going to have because I really can't resist it anymore..
I really love u......

Hoobastank - THE REASON

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

I can't find u..
I can't contact u..
I can't see u..
I miss u soooo fucking much...
Waited for u a whole day without anything..
Where r u?? Don't u remember our promise?
Now everyone has gone out and I'm left all alone in this long lonely world..
So damned disappointed..
Maybe this is the worst day I've ever had in my life..
Better get some DotA and forget everything today..
==a

Cook Your Own Firmware Nokia s60v5

What an exciting day, finally managed to flash with my own freshly cooked firmware successfully..
Haven't found any bug yet.. Hope I'll never found them =)
Tell u what have I got from my 3days work:
1. Bootscreen Mod - Change the startup sound and bootscreen image.
2. Startup Sound Increase Mod - Increase your startup sound up to 7x more.
3. Hidden Menu Mod - Extra shortcuts in Menu: Connection manager, Themes, Profiles.
4. Camera-Quality Mod - Improves Camera Quality a lot.
5. Camera-Sound Mod - Mutes the camera sound when the capture tone set to Camera 1.
6. Camera Ram Mod - By default, when u open the camera and exit it, it goes to RAM cache. Use this mod to prevent camera application from eating up your RAM.
7. Cache Drive Change Mod - Changes cache location from C: to E: so u can save your Phone Memory.
8. Improved System Cache - This mod change the default system cache in the cache of running applications to E:/ in order to increase performance and RAM.
9. Custom version Mod - Change the custom version name of your Firmware and even the date installed.
10. Application policy Mod - Change user capabilities and application installation settings, which allows to install almost 99% of signed and unsigned applications.
11. Rom Patcher Auto - Make Rom Patcher in your CFW autostart and your Rom Patcher and the patches will be permanently installed in Z:
12. Starter - Disables auto startup of applications like clock, messages, log, etc to save RAM.
13. Stop Nokia SMS Mod - Stop your phone from automatically sending SMS to Nokia after a flash or hard reset operation.
14. Busy Circle Change - A new busy circle over your running applications in your menu.(there are 9 circle selection instead of the default boring green busy circle).
15. All Patches for Rom Patcher - To hack your Phone permanently (Must Have =D).
16. Music Player Mod - Music player reads only files on E:/sounds/My music.
17. Fixed HS - Get 5 New Homescreens on your device:
- Contacts Bar
- Full Page (6 icons)
- Finger Use (8 icons)
- Navigation Bar (Satio)
- Omnia HD (Basic)
18. Orange and Vodafone Homescreens - Get 2 more Homescreens on your device.
19. BT Name Mod - Change the default Bluetooth name to any name of your choice (after hard reset, so u can still change it every time you want).
20. Sensor Mod - This mod is an upgrade to device. After applying this mod open sensor settings and you can see a new tapping control menu. By using this mod you will be able to silence calls and snooze alarms just by shaking your phone.
21. Rotation lightning fast - Speed up sensor screen rotation when the mobile Sensor setting is turned ON.
22. File Browser 4.5.2 - An excellent and fully working Filebrowser on Z:. Contains many functions, use it carefully.
23. UI Acceleration - Runs applications and games at better frame rates and without lags. Theme effects are supposed to be running smoother.

How to do it?
First you will need:
1. Nokia Editor Beta 7;
2. RMxxx_xx.x.xxx_xxx_xxx_Uxxx.uda.fpsx, RM-xxx_xx.x.xxx_Cxx_prd.rofs3.fpsx, and RM-xxx_xx.x.xxx_prd.rofs2.Vxx files. You can get them from Nativirm (see the previous Post I've made before here).

Notes: Before editing your ROFS2, ROFS3, Uda files, make sure you make a copy of them so that you can re-flash with the original Firmware if you make any mistake.
REMEMBER! FLASHING CAN BRICK YOUR PHONE (but it won't damage it, so don't worry, retry and retry, routine flashing makes your Phone healthy "LOL")

Don't know how to guide you step-by-step (coz I'm just a Novice like you all =D)
Practice it yourself, give you some good links:
here and here.
Good Luck Guys....

How to Flash Your Nokia Mobile with JAV

Fiuhh..
After a few days busying with my Nokia 5530 finally I've been able to flash my mobile by myself =D
I know that's just a simple task and maybe everyone can do it, but I'm now learning to flash my phone with my own cooked firmware. Now I doubt u can do it =P
Don't worry I'll post it when I managed to make it.. ^^
OK as I'm still working in that, now I tell u the way to flash the phone first..

You need to download these files:
1. Nokia PC Suite, make sure you have connect your phone at least once so that your PC Suite recognizes your phone. If you don't have it, download it from Nokia website.
2. Natifirm, to download your phone's original firmware from Nokia.
3. OGM_JAV_PKEY_Emulator, to open JAV.
4. JAV, to flash your phone.
5. jaf_nok4amodels.ini, latest nokia phone model list.

All you have to do:
1. Install Nokia PC Suite and JAV, copy jaf_nok4models.ini to C:\Program Files\ODEON\JAV and overwrite it.
2. Make a folder in C:\Program Files\Nokia\Phoenix\Products\RM-xxx(xxx means your phone's type, ex: RM-504 for Nokia 5530).
3. Open Natifirm and download the firmware files for your phone. You must download the version higher than your phone's current version, downgrading your phone will brick your phone, REMEMBER!
4. After getting the files, copy them to C:\Program Files\Nokia\Phoenix\Products\RM-xxx folder that you made before.
5. Connect your phone to the computer and choose the PC Suite mode (you don't have to follow this step if your computer had already installed your phone driver).
6. Open OGM_JAV_PKEY_Emulator and click GO and you get this:

7. After that a warning pops up like below, just click OK:

8. You'll get a JAV window later, select the BB5, untick the CRT 308, tick Manual Flash, Dead USB, tick Use INI

9. Wait for some 10secs, select your phone model from the select phone model list.

10. Switch off your phone and connect to your PC via USB cable, tick Flash. U will get a "DOWNGRADING WILL KILL THE PHONE, Continue?" message. Just click yes.

11. When u see a Searching for Phone warning, press the POWER button on your phone, don't hold it, just press and go. Wait until the flashing process finish and the phone finish reboot, disconnect your phone from your PC. After that release your phone battery and replace, restart your phone. Finish...

You're welcome =P

I hate when someone says "nothing"...

：）

因为我最喜欢你的双眼
那么美 不适合掉眼泪
你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
我会默默地留下右手边的座位
有一天 当你看过世界
再决定你降落的地点
而我也会继续地 奔驰在这长长的街
左手边是我的心 右手边没有谁
为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
因为我相信 说过了再见
一定会再见

Hacking Nokia S60v5 Phones

Evening guys..
Found some nice tricks..
Tried it and I'm very satisfied.. Haha..
What's that? It is about how to hack your Symbian s60v5 phone..
I've tried it in my Nokia 5530..
Some simple step and you can customize so many features in your phone, you can also install unsigned application after hacking..
So what are you waiting.. Hack it!!

Follow me:
1. First, you have to get your phone's certificate and key, there are some sites which will give them for free, for example OPDA and S60certkey. Register an account there and apply your phone's IMEI to get the files. To obtain your phone's IMEI type *#06# on Nokia phone. You've got to wait for 3-48 hours to get your files from the websites.
2. After getting the files, download them into your computer and now you need this hacking sofware HelloOX2. Sign the unsigned HelloOX2.sis with a signing software for example I give you SignSIS. To sign the file, run the SignSIS program, all you need is the cer and key files you get earlier, and the unsigned HelloOX2 sis file.
3. After getting the signed HelloOX2, transfer the sis file from your computer to your phone and install it. And you will get 2 application shown on your phone. They are HelloOX2 and ROMPatcher.
4. Run the ROMPatcher and you can see 2 patches there: Installserver_FP2 and Open4all_RP+. Add both of the files to auto and now you will get your phone hacked. All the hidden files in your phone will be unhidden and you can permanently install any unsigned sis or sisx files on your phone without getting any "no certificate" errors..

That's all, thanks :)

Wanna share a story..
Give some comment yo..
And here we go..

There was a man and a woman who were in love..
They wrote to each other every day..
One day the man was having a very tired, very busy day..
He was very down in mood that day..
But no matter what he still tried his best to reply every message from that woman as Soon as he can until the woman stopped replying his message..
He doubted that there was a problem with the mailing service so he checked if there was any pending message in the mailbox and he found no problem there..
He thought that maybe the woman was busy or something..
After some moment, the woman replied..
He opened the mail hurriedly but what did he see?
The message wasn't meant for him and not long after that another message came and it was an apology message from her saying that it was an error..
He was very angry.. he felt like losing all of his hopes..
And at the end the man committed suicide..

So what do you say?

Saturday 31st July 2010..
The last Saturday night for this month..
Some people are enjoying their short happy night..
But I'm having a long lonely night right now..
Nothing to do..
So pathetic isn't it? =P

Stressed for these few days..
The reason? No reason..
I've got no serious problem..
The only problem is I miss u so much, Baby....

I hate u u and u all,
I hate this world,
I hate that,
I hate this,
I hate everything..
But I hate myself even more..
Everything is bullshit..
I'm tired of living..

We used to have unlimited time for each other..
Now our time is so limited, even so little..
Girl I miss u much, watching every second every minute that goes by..

For them who are born today, I say welcome to the Earth..
For them who are still living today, I say this world is colorful..
For them who find their love today, I say congratulation..
For them who lose their live today, I say rest in peace..
For my loved one, I say thank you for everything..
This world is full of joy, sorrow, and surprise..
Cherish everything you have today..
And never stop trying...
Because it's all you can do as long as you are still alive..
^^

What an unlucky day..
I silenced my handphone , I turned off my alarm..
So I woke up late in the morning and missed my so many to-do-lists..
I missed my breakfast, it doesn't matter..
But what matter is I broke your heart baby.
I missed the chance to say ILU IMU INU to u..
You're now so far away from me and I'm missing u so much.... >.<
Come back early baby..

Hey there..
U're lucky to know me..
Coz I'm giving u something nice here.. ^^
License key for Kapersky Antivirus..
Although they're not full license, but at least it can last until 2011 February..
Haha..

Starts with KAV 7.0
DOWNLOAD FILE

And for KAV 8.0
DOWNLOAD FILE

KAV 9.0
DOWNLOAD FILE

Now I tell u how to do it.
First, install the Kapersky Antivirus, download it HERE
Install it and u will be ask to activate your KAV..
Choose activate by key and browse the location of your downloaded key file, cick next..
And finish..
U're welcome =P

What's so good about Twilight movie? Why is everyone like it so much?
Watched it "alone" for 2 hours without knowing what are they playing. Not a scene without bear hugging, koala hugging, french kissing, italian kissing, spain kissing, and everything that involve in SEX (lol)
Felt so disappointed, but not all because of that movie, maybe..

Wrote too much, for someone don't think too much yo..
I'm not complaining anything, I just feel better after posting it.. ^^

I hate being discussed...
crazy mode on..
fiuh~

June 30th, her birthday is over..
so happy..
can be the 1st one n the last one to celebrate with her..
hope she enjoyed it..
=P

AUTO AUTO AUTO..
=P

=P

I love you more than all the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes us by.
I love you more with every breath I take.
I love you more with each promise we made.

I need you like a flower needs the rain.
I need you for you can wash away my pain.
I need you more each day
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.

I miss you more than ever now.
I miss you because I really need you somehow.
I miss you and your touch.
I miss you for you mean so much.

I want you to caress my lips the way you always do.
I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you.
I want you to hold me close to your heart.
I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you

"Basket Case" by Green Day

Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything
All at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Am I just stoned?

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex
That's bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause
It's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Uh, yuh, yuh, ya

Grasping to control
So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Am I just stoned?

"Boulevard of Broken Dreams" by Green Day ^^

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

"I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz ^^

Well you've done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing, were just one big family
It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Do you want to, come on, scootch over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'll be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
so please don't please don't please don't.
There's no need to complicate
'cause our time is short
This oh this oh this is our fate I'm yours

Oh I'm yours

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's our God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

hey"..
20th June..
Father's day..
Also is a special day 4mounths ago.. =)
I should be happy.. No more stress for today.. (trying to, jia you =P)
No celebration for this year..
Lastly, EPPY FATHER'S DAY ALL.. Especially for my dear father..
Don't have the guts say it in front of him, so just post it here.. LOL

FINALLY...
What a tiring day,
What a BAD LUCK day,
What a stress day,
SHIT!!
GOD BLESS ME..
Losing everything.. Luckily didn't lose my wife.. =P

"Bad Day" by Daniel Powter :(

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

No mood for everything..
What a bad day..
Somebody help me, I'm out of control....
Tonite, South Korea vs Argentine..
Come on.. Give me a draw game.. =P
God bless me.. ckckc

Finished my day =)
Time to sleep liao
I'm going to my bed, close my eyes, thinking bout her, smiling for a minute, try to think more, until I can't hold it anymore n finally fell asleep =P

NITE WORLD. EVERYDAY IS A GOOD DAY, BUT 2MORO WILL BE BETTER THAN 2DAY..
zzzzzzzz =.=

Tweaking Windows XP

SHARING TIME =P
Nih tips bagi yg make Windows XP. Gw kasi tweak" bier windows xan tmbah kren keq gw. Haha..
Langsung".. Sblum ny cara back up regedit ny dolo bier bsa ngulang klo gag puas..

Cara nya klik menu start-run-ketik regedit, enter-file-export, rename dgn backup.reg, ok.

Slesai, skrg tweak" keren nya:
* Mempercepat akses folder
a. Start-Run-Regedit-"HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINESystemCurrentControlSetControlFileSystem"
b. Klik kanan di cari area yg kosong, lalu pilih ‘DWORD Value’
c. Bikin DWORD Value dengan nama ‘NtfsDisableLastAccessUpdate’
d. Klik kanan pada value baru terus pilih ‘Modify’
e. Ubah data menjadi ‘1?, OK.

* Mempercepat waktu Booting
a. Start-Run-Regedit-"HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINESOFTWAREMicrosoftDfrgBootOptimizeFunction"
b. Cari "Enable" dibagian kanan regedit
c. Klik “Modify”
d. Pilih “Y to enable”
e. Restart komputer.

* Mempercepat loading menu Windows
a. Start-Run-Regedit-"HKEY_CURRENT_USERControlPanelDesktop"
b. Pilih/Sorot "MenuShowDelay"
c. Klik kanan dan pilih "Modify"
d. Ketik angka "1″ (terserah anda). Angka 50-150 adalah kisaran yg baik, bisa disesuaikan dengan Mood anda.

* Mempercepat Shutdown Windows
a. Start-Run-Regedit-"HKEY_CURRENT_USERControlPanelDesktop"
b. Sorot "WaitToKillAppTimeout"
c. Klik kanan dan pilih modify
d. Ubah value menjadi 1000?, OK
e. Sorot "HungAppTimeout"
f. Klik kanan dan pilih modify
g. Ubah value menjadi ‘1000?, OK
h. "HKEY_USERS.DEFAULTControlPanelDesktop"
i. Sorot "WaitToKillAppTimeout"
j. Klik kanan dan pilih modify
k. Ubah value ke ‘1000?, OK
l. "HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINESystemCurrentControlSetControlsorot" "WaitToKillServiceTimeout"
m. Klik kanan dan pilih modify
n. Ubah value menjadi ‘1000?, OK.

Ampe ini dlo deh. Mahal nih tips jgn kbanyakan. =P
DONE, smoga brmanfaat =P

BORING BORING BORING..
So damn BORING..
Nothing to do..
But it doesn't matter, Chile vs Honduras soon.. =P
GOGOGO Chile. make it at least a draw.. LOL

"Welcome to My Life" by Simple Plan ^^

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

"Perfect" by Simple Plan ^^

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Cara Setting Modem SPEEDY

Ini nih gw kasi cara setting modem speedy bagi yg masi blom ngerti. Baek kan? =P
Pertama-tama setting dolo internet di komputer anda utk akses ke lyanan speedy. Carany(bwt Windows XP):

Buka menu Start – Control Panel – Network Connectio, arahkan kursor pada Local Area Connection yang aktif, kemudian klik kanan dan pilih properties.kemudian pilih menu Internet Protocol (TCP/IP) dan klik 2X, maka akan muncul menu General.Pilih Obtain an IP Address Automatically kemudian isikan nomor Preferred DNS Server nya dengan 203.130.193.74(bwt Batam), OK. Maka setting di windows XP sudah selesai dilakukan.

Kemudian utk cara instalasi modem dpat di lkukan dgn 2cara:

1. Instalasi modem menggunakan kabel USB.

Lakukan pengecekan kelengkapan buku manual dan CD installer, ketika membeli modem. CD installer umumnya disertakan pada modem yang menggunakan kabel USB.

1. Masukkan CD Installer
2. Ikuti petunjuk yang tampil di window sampai selesai.
3. Kemudian hubungkan kabel USB ke PC.

Selanjutnya PC akan mendeteksi adanya hardware baru dan siap digunakan.

2. Instalasi modem menggunakan kabel Ethernet (kabel LAN).

1. Sambungkan kabel ethernet dari modem ke PC.
2. Untuk setting Pilih IPDHCP untuk mendapatkan IP dari modem, dengan cara :
* Klik Start, klik Setting, klik Control Panel
* Klik Network and Dial Up Connection
* Klik kanan Local Area Connection
* Klik Disable, Klik kanan Local Area Connection, Klik Properties
* Klik Internet Protocol (TCP/IP)
* Klik Obtain an IP address automatically
* Klik Obtain DNS server address automatically, klik tombol OK dua kali
* Klik kanan Local Area Connection
* Klik Enable
4. Lakukan pengecekan IP dengan Klik Start, klik Run, Klik cmd, Klik OK
5. Lakukan browsing ke IP modem ADSL : 10.0.0.2 atau 192.168.x.x (optional tergantung tipe modem)
6. Lakukan pengecekan saluran modem, dengan cara Ping 10.0.0.2 atau 192.168.x.x
7. Koneksi antara modem dengan PC sudah berjalan normal, dilanjutkan melakukan konfigurasi modem ADSL, dengan cara:
* Buka Mozilla Firefox atau browser lainnya.
* Ketik alamat http://192.168.1.1 atau http://192.168.x.x (optional tergantung tipe modem)
* Lakukan setting instalasi modem ADSL sesuai dengan buku manual

Untuk setting parameter speedy bwt wilayah Batam:
* PVC Configuration = VCI: 81 dan VPI: 8
* Service Category = UBR Without PCR
* Protocol / Connection type = PPPoE
* Encapsulation = LLC/Snap-Bridging

Smoga bermanfaat ^^

1st post

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